I haven’t blogged since September. I didn’t release my book in December 2017 like I planned. So, what the hell is happening? Even more embarrassing is that I started writing this blog in January and didn’t pick it up again until February 18.
So really, what is going on?
Well, I love Metanoia Power and all that it stands for (optimism, power and respect) which is why I felt I had to respect my authentic feelings to focus on other aspects of my life. This is the only way I can feel genuine in serving others and coaching them to their best selves.
I have been nurturing a romantic relationship which is rare for me. I tend be a person who would gladly pass up a chance to pursue something romantic to focus on more self-sustaining, universe contributing goals. Especially if I fell the relationship won’t nurture my authentic growth or will distract me from my bigger purpose. Don’t get me wrong, I’m no Virgin Mary. I’ve strayed along the way, entertained a few gents and encountered some unnecessary heartbreak. Obviously all contributing to the woman I am today. So c’est la vie.
I won’t place all the liability on my newfound romance. I also subconsciously went into some sort of hibernation after my little cousin died in September. Distancing myself from helping others and mourning in private.
So between finding new employees for Metanoia, mourning, trying to win the “soulmate of the year” award and balancing work obligations with new step parenting obligations, I’ve placed the ball down to ensure I was nowhere near a burnout.
In the midst of keeping my sanity during the happiest and saddest times of my life, I couldn’t help but feel guilt for not creating content for Metanoia and the Power Players. But the guilt was swept aside because of my understanding of the Law of Rhythm. The Law of Rhythm sates that everything flows. Consequently, things must flow forwards and backwards for the flow to remain uninterrupted.
After the great momentum of launching Metanoia (flow of forward) there had to be a slower momentum which followed (flow of backward). This is one of the seven universal laws. The more you understand, the more you can identify the balancing act, which the universe always provides.
It’s important we do not resist the backward motions when they come and to maintain a positive mindset during that period because it must end. When it ends we must make sure we’re ready for that forward momentum. Without the backward/bad period, we could not appreciate the good period.
So if you’ve ever felt that every time something good happens, something bad follows, it’s most likely true. However, the more understanding we have, the more we respect the thing counter to the positive. We discern and take the negative stigma off it and ride the momentum back into the good side instead.
Regardless, all along I was thinking and plotting how I can make the best impact on the lives of Power Players (people that want to make things happen). And with those thoughts, goals have arisen. Look out for some great things coming down the pipeline.
There are many ways to accomplish one goal and many reasons to deviate from our initial path. If you can’t accomplish it how you initially planned don’t let that hinder you from finding new ways that better suite your new path. Things will not always be perfect. If it was, we’d all be living the most fantastic life of abundance.
Push forward; something can always be done. “If you can’t fly then run, if you can’t run then walk, if you can’t walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Martin Luther King Jr. Keep this in mind whenever you feel you’re not where you planned to be; Whenever you feel you fell off track; Whenever the obstacle seems too hard to push through. Make it happen, even if it’s one small motion at a time.
Invest in yourself. Get the best of yourself!
Oh and also, Metanoia Power will be adding a new small member to the team and planet in May 2018! That has kept me quite busy as well.